The things I hate most

The things I hate most about this disease in random order:

• I can't sleep well
• I never know what I want to eat, yet am always starving
• The unmentionables - if you have Graves', you know what I mean...
• Being over-emotional for No reason
• Not feeling much excitement, although I KNOW I am excited, or at least Should be
• The Depression
• The feeling of being a ticking time bomb
• Being completely oblivious to life as it passes me by
• Paranoia, (everyone is out to make me miserable!!!!!)
• Knowing and Feeling COMPLETELY different things
• Drastic temperature changes
• Physical aches and pains
• Lack of patience
• Getting Blood-work done every three to four weeks
• The Doctor visits
• Not seeing improvement...

If half of this list would turn around, it would be easier for me to deal with myself...